There's a hunger in me, a soul-deep craving. It is time to dive into something dark and wild. Time to be poured, stretched, turned inside out, consumed by something so vastly much larger than me, in which I am more significant, not less. I need an intense cleansing ritual, something that strips me to bare bones. Something that licks away my flesh, flings my spirit wide open. I feel such an intense drive but no direction; I don't know how to do this! I need guidance! I need I want I will I need I want I will I NEED I WANT I WILL.