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Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.

Date: 2008-05-16 10:39 am (UTC)
I am glad to share a fire with you. You make me look afresh at my conditioning and question who I 'think' I am. Most (but not all) of the LJ friends I feel a close connection with are my son's age and yet I do not feel 'motherly' towards them. It is as if I relate with the part of myself that is still in her early 20s, the me who became lost for many years in marriage and controlling relationships. Now I have walked away from the 'controllers' it is as if the me that is still 20 or so can breathe again and is reliving that part of the journey while simultaneously I am a mother and partner in real life, this time doing it the way that feels right. Also I really do feel physical age does not define us. I have friends 20 and 25 years younger than myself and a partner nearly 30 years older than me.
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