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Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.

belenen: (heart in my throat)
I'm going across the ocean
Depart Tue, May 27 05:15p Atlanta Hartsfield-Jackson Intl Apt, US (ATL)
Arrive Tue, May 27 07:30p Philadelphia International Apt, US (PHL)

Depart Tue, May 27 09:00p Philadelphia International Apt, US (PHL)
Arrive Wed, May 28 09:00a Glasgow International Apt, GB (GLA)

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Depart Sat, Jun 21 09:05a Glasgow International Apt, GB (GLA)
Arrive Sat, Jun 21 10:30a London Gatwick Apt, GB (LGW)

Depart Sat, Jun 21 12:30p London Gatwick Apt, GB (LGW)
Arrive Sat, Jun 21 03:50p Philadelphia International Apt, US (PHL)

Depart Sat, Jun 21 05:35p Philadelphia International Apt, US (PHL)
Arrive Sat, Jun 21 09:20p Atlanta Hartsfield-Jackson Intl Apt, US (ATL)

if you're in London or Philly and you wanna meet me in the wait between flights, just let me know; I'd love to make that time matter!


86 days until I see Hannah again


I go tomorrow morning to get my passport. *eeeeek!* I find this very very scary, but "ultimately we know deeply that the other side of every fear is a freedom" -- Marilyn Ferguson. Somebody pinch me? am I really going on such a long journey alone? wow. Going so far away from my safety net is scary enough. Add in staying with Hannah and Nick, meeting Kate and Meliae... this is insanely thrilling and nerve-wracking. *shiver*

This risk-taking thing hasn't brought many external changes yet, but it has brought on a radical internal shift. Instead of seeing fears as walls to be accepted and ignored, I see them as doors, locked (to be picked open) or just stuck (to be broken down). I'm much more aware of my opportunities, more appreciative. I like this new evolution.

please send me calming energy if you can, I need to get up early and I'm worried that I won't be able to sleep for fear of missing the appointment *is insane*


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*squees*

♥ AwBel, I am so full of admiration and love towards you for the risk both emotional and physical that you are taking in flying over an ocean visit and coming to visit me and Nick ♥ I'm so overjoyed that you're internally shifting. It's beautiful and so very inspiring to me.

*encompassing restful soft violet soothing energies* Sleep little one, if you can, I have faith you can get up early.

Maybe meditate on it before going to sleep, that helps me wake up often? And for safety, set more than one alarm? And maybe you could organize for ben to call you if he's going to be out to make extra sure you wake up?

*heart swells with true happiness*
[livejournal.com profile] shioneh , this icon is SO BEAUTIFUL!
♥ ooh, thankyou so much :-) I love it very much also.
thanks! (I made it hee hee)
*hugs five times* I'm happy that you recognise the risk -- it feels like such a big deal, it's good to have it validated.

♥ ♥ ♥!

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