Belenen? shes a beautiful, creative girl. You can tell she's been through a lot and is really trying to work through it, but its a long hard process and its difficult to watch her struggle through it. I honestly think she and i are a lot alike in ways most people wouldnt understand. I'd love to meet her in person someday, but I think we might not get along well... I'd be jealous of her beauty and her "in your face" spirit... I would cower and smile politely... probably being grumpy in my head that *I* dont demand the rooms attention as well as she does.
Sometimes I want to break down and tell her everything, and have her do the same with me, because we could both listen and care and provide support for eachother, but sometimes I'm afraid of her because she's fragile, and i can be harsh in my honesty, I hate to hurt people.
Truthfully a beautiful spirit, a person in progress, and a wonderful being.

forgive honesty? honesty is not bad, and I don't need to forgive!

I really do appreciate you being so candid. I feel like I understand you a lot better from this, which means I love you more truely. ♥ You're amazing. And I'm not as fragile as I may seem, really. I hope one day we can have that breakdown conversation... beauty would come of it, I am sure. *lovelove*