passionate. not necessarily about the things the word "passionate" is stuck to...but the person who, when she dives in, does so totally and gains unique insight and facility with what she dove into.

like a crystal pipette, well-made, transparent, wondrous in reflection and fragile.

thank you for your beautiful words... wow.

I would describe you as a Finch....a small bird who's sometimes seems as if it's just learning to fly. It's still a bit skittish and cautious but also curious and willing to step out in hope of new discovery.

I think at times you let the pains of your past over-influence the present. But at the same time I see that you are going thru a healing process in which case then it is far from over-influenced. But if in a few years from now I expect to see that pass. (If it doesn't that'd be an unhealthy thing.)

But I have much hope for you...I am glad Kim introduced us. I think you have a good heart. And that's a very sweet commodity in this day and age.

:)

Add "honesty" to that...

thank you.

..someone who has passion. About what? Anything really. She's comfortable with herself and her image which always results to some sort of high self esteem which is great for one's being.
Although, sometimes it seems like she's fragile in some areas such as letting the little things bother. She can be quite a lady with strength, but nonetheless, passionate.
A sweet gentle soul is how i portray this young lady. :]

thank you sweetie!

Damaged, but determined to heal. Incredibly honest, open and willing to make the first move in bonding-a rare and beautiful thing for the type of suffering she went through. Pleasantly faithful. Overemotional. Inquisitive. Creative.

wow, thank you. That really touched me. You are the first person who has seen it as a beautiful thing that I am willing to reach out first, and that meant a lot to me. Thank you.

I dont know you that well, so I could be wrong, but I think that you are really aware of yourself. And thats all I got, but maybe in the future ill know you a bit better to say more.

thank you, I like that.

above all she's deliberately honest and open, just like her journal profile says she means to be. she's very pretty, very artistic and articulate. she's probably the first serious christian I've met who openly acknowledges sexuality, and free will and thought, which is refreshing as (pardon me) hell. she'd be really interesting to debate comparative religion with. and if she cuts her hair short I'll cry. :-p

hmm... what else...

I haven't 'known' her long, but from her devotion to/from her friends, I'd say she'd be a good friend to have.

thank you and thank you! I loved this. I think you understand me better than most.

Why will you cry if I cut my hair? If you do, you have to save the tears in a bottle and mail them to me. ;-) heh heh

I have long hair issues. :-p I think most of us (dudes) do. don't we? I think so. you should do a survey. :-)

I'll fax ya the tears.

Hm... maybe I will do a poll on that... if it's true for the majority then there might be something deeper about it that I should consider...

deeper?

no... we don't have anything deeper about us. :-)

intelligent, creative, brave, strong, honest, hopeful, beautiful, sensual, articulate, compassionate, spiritual, inspiring... you see the beauty in things and people that may be overlooked by others, and I think you underestimate your own strength

thank you, and thank you for that comment you made a few posts ago, it flew straight to my heart and nestled there.

belenen is inspired

thankie. ;-)

Very open, intelligent, perceptive, and definitely not hard on the eyes either.

thank you!

Belenen is beautiful, intelligent, enthralling, strong, trusting, opinionated, self mutilating (emotionally not physically), vivid violet ;0), valuable, honest and above all Belenen is sweet/caring.

thank you so much, I really liked that. So if a friend asked you, "What's she like?" that's what you'd say? I like that you said opinionated, that happens to be one of the things I like about myself that most people tend not to.

That is what I would say to a close friend, to a casual one I wouldn't say quite so much. I'm glad you liked my comment, I was worried about sending it :0)

You are honest, beautiful, afraid, loving, creative, expressive, and ever-evolving... a PURE child. The world would be a much better place if we all saw the world through the eyes/heart of a child.

thank you so much, especially for the 'ever-evolving' -- that's a passion of mine, to never stop growing and changing. ;-)

Someone I'm for sure going to have my children meet while they are still growing up. Even my little boys, but especially my little girls.

I want my little girls (whenever I have some) to meet Bel for several reasons. For one, she is stunningly gorgeous. Her spirit, her beautiful spirit, seeps through her eyes, finger tips, entire being, especially when she is happy. I don't think she could squelch it if she wanted to.

She is confidant (even if she doesn't know it yet) - about sharing her mind, about her body, about who she is as a person. She is strong in her beliefs, she is strong in her faith.

She is Trustworthy. She says what she means and attempts to mean everything she says.

Anywho, I think if I had met Bel as her full Woman self when I was a child, it would have greatly inspired me to be a better person. I would have gone from viewing myself as a pudgy little child (which was more often than not a mere illusion) to seeing myself as a beautiful person. Because part of Bel's talent, whether she's aware of it or not, is making you feel more beautiful, more trustworthy, more comfortable, smarter, stronger, just... more whenever she's around you. And you know she'll go places and do things, and your life will have been better for having known her for just the short amount of time that you knew her.

Because part of Bel's talent, whether she's aware of it or not, is making you feel more beautiful, more trustworthy, more comfortable, smarter, stronger, just... more whenever she's around you. And you know she'll go places and do things, and your life will have been better for having known her for just the short amount of time that you knew her.

That is the most beautiful thing anyone has ever said to me. Thank you with all my heart!

Belenen is artistic, introspective, intelligent, and independent.

Is that enough I-words for ya? Lol...

hee hee, thank you!

Belenen is the kind of person who is so full of life that it just bubbles out into those around her. Confident and vulnerable at the same time she is both womanly and wise. She is not afraid to speak her mind and stick to it. She has an unfailing love for God and a faith that seems to creep into every bit of her life, as it should. Her unique grasp of herself and the world around her is purely based on a life of hardships and a strength from within and from Jesus. She can make you smile from 100's of miles away.

Thank you so much, sweetheart! I LOVED that.

how i would describe you to another...good and da bad ;)

Bel is a passionate, compassionate person who respects others feelings. she's open minded and supportive in nature. she tries her best to be as honest with herself as others. and through all she has been through, she is committed to achieving a true soul of love, hope, and life. and she has a husband who loves her dearly. :)

she finds solace, usually, in her christian faith and turns to god for support. *and doesnt yell at me for not believing in the same :)* hehe.

she writes beautifully and brutally to confide the thoughts of her own mind. she's a model and is drop dead gorgeous. *i never did understand that phrase, but tis a compliment :) *

i think the biggest difference between me and bel is our religious support system. but i think we are both optimistic and supported in our own ways. sometimes, i admit, she is a bit flakey. but i love that about her. *dont take offense:)*....but i probably get that impression because of the continuous soul searching....which stems our biggest difference, spirituality.

oh! and she makes very pretty jewelery too! i love reading her entries and dont nearly have enough time to comment as much as id like. but im glad she lets me in her life.

xo!
:)

Thank you for giving such an in-depth response! Especially when you're short on time!

By flakey, what do you mean exactly? Flighty? shallow? silly? or what?

definately NOT shallow. i find you to be quite a deep, sensitive person.

hm, i dont know how to define it at 5am. hehe. ill have to get back to you. :)

xo !

Belenen is the type of person I never thought existed. Someone with her honesty and integrity is rare, and a true diamond in the rough. I can really relate to her on a level most people don't understand. I think this is because she is so willing to be so transparent while other people run and hide on the inside showing only a facade and dim reflection of who they really are. Belenen is beautiful inside and out, and friending her is a true blessing.