well, she unfriended me, so I suppose it's over. I would make a whole long post, but the power supply of our computer blew night before last so I'm on a library computer right now and don't have time. So.

and believe me, you guys who have said you want old Bel back, the happy healthy one, ME TOO. And I'm going to get her but it may yet take some time, and there is some messy stuff I have to work through first. (I think I'll start putting all this ashley stuff under lj-cuts though) Thank you for being there for me. ♥ Much love to everyone who showed me support, you've no idea how much it means.