after talking to hannah today I feel amazingly more hopeful, even though we mainly talked about the stresses in our lives. It was just so good to hear her voice and have that bit of connection! I felt so much more grounded afterwards. I still have a lot swirling in my head, but it doesn't feel so overwhelming. and the moon is 55% full. AND Kate sent me a lovely email, so encouraging. ♥ ♥ ♥

yesterday I talked to my mom and little sister for a few hours... but that is a whole huge post on its own, and I don't want to taint this post with fury.

I updated my userinfo, go see!