fighting, weakening... exhausted and lonely

I'm really really lonely. And my spirit has fought so hard for the past two weeks... I'm exhausted.
I just want someone to hold me... someone stronger than me... and I want the freedom to weep, rather than dropping a few tears and stopping up the bottle again.
I haven't forgotten you, some of your comments and posts have touched me deeply and I will respond, but I just don't have the strength right now -- and I know that me not having gotten more than 5.5 hours of sleep per day for the last week hasn't helped.