hey, i've been through abuse too. i know it can mess up your life even afterwards. and i can't watch boy don't cry, because of the rape scene. so even when you think you're fine and it's gone. it can come back to bite you on your ass. But you know, it's worse to cover what you feel up. It will come out one way or another and it won't be pretty. I mean i was abused when i was a child and supressed it for years, till i started to have nightmares and wake up crying and screaming. When i started properly dealing, by understanding what they did was wrong, and it weren't my fault so i shouldn't feel like crap. And you're a strong person from surviving from it and getting on with your life. tell me ppl sweetie. they're feel better aswell. and believe me, so will you. just let it out.

anytime you want to talk, email me. i'll put my email addy up for ya. oki?