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Expect to find curse words, nudity, (occasionally explicit) talk of sex, and angry ranting, but NEVER slurs or sexually violent language. I use TW when I am aware of the need and on request.

Date: 2005-03-10 09:06 am (UTC)
I've never wanted a relationship with my dad since I turned 19... I kinda wish he'd die, not 'cause I hate him, but because then I wouldn't be expected to re-create a relationship with him. I don't want him touching any part of my life. His touch is poison, and I don't mean physical touch but just his life brushing mine feels poisonous to me.

I had never understood anyone wanting to be around their parents until I met Paula and Spencer -- they made me understand what it's like to be child to a good parent -- or at least, Spencer did. Paula was an okay parent, too lenient/loving on one kid and too demanding/distant with the other. Good parents are fucking rare. And I know it's because of unresolved issues -- which is why I want to get healed before I concieve.
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